I'm being fully uninspired right now. Covid, online college, accepting jvnko into my life and possibly gonna be canceled in 5-9 years. I don't see newgrounds as a way to gain audience. Sure i got some rated levels in gd, but i believe it will just stay same. GD levels. I will not post music in this site from 1-3 months to ever :/. Atleast I will be pretty active at other services such as yt, spotify etc.
Newgrounds, you gave me chance
Sorry I'm not accepting it
Quarl
Hey hey, you can always come back in a few years and watch some cartoons? You'll find that creating a platform as a music maker is effing existentially depressing sometimes. I wish you luck in the future but some advice: interact with your communities as much as possible! I've been a part of a few separate music communities and they're all basically the same. It can often feel like your trying to step on your peers as you promote yourself but your peers are also the ones that elevate you the most.
The beatbox scene in New York pushes a "beat box family" theme, I've noticed people on Newgrounds do it too. Follow your dreams Dmitry! You will always be accepted back here with open arms.